U Deserve

[Intro]
 
Fmaj7   G   Am7   Gm
 
[Verse 1]
C                           G
Digging through my mind and memories
Am                  Em
I remember once you told me
     F        G                Am
That nobody'd care if I disappeared
Dm                   G
And I believed every word
 
 
 
[Verse 2]
C                         G
Every day I'd stare at my reflection
    Am7                  Em7
But all I ever saw was imperfection
    Fmaj7      G
I'd cry at the mirror
    E7           Am7
But no one would hear
D7                 Gsus4 G7
You never let them listen
 
 
 
[Chorus]
C             Fmaj7   C         G
Wish that the weather wasn't so grey
C          F          C            G
Wish I was better and knew what to say
C                 F         E7        Am7
It feels like I'm playing a dangerous game
D7                             Gsus4      G7
Faking 'til I make it 'til I'm finally okay
 
 
 
[Verse 3]
C                           G
Haven't seen the sun for an eternity
Am7                               Em7
Skirting 'round the borderline of sanity
    F             G7          G         Am
I'd scream at the wind but no one would listen (ooh)
D7                  F    G7
Didn't know what to think
 
 
 
[Verse 4]
C                         G
Tell me that I'll reach a destination
       Am7                           Em7
'Cause oh my God, I'm running out of patience
F           G7        E7    Am7
Swear on my life I'll be alright
D7                     Gsus4 G7
Tired of these burning eyes
 
 
 
[Chorus]
C             Fmaj7   C         G
Wish that the weather wasn't so grey
C          F          C            G
Wish I was better and knew what to say
   C              F         E7        Am7
It feels like I'm playing a dangerous game
D7                             Gsus4      G7
Faking 'til I make it 'til I'm finally okay
 
 
 
[Bridge]
G#maj7                             Gm7
Take back your conscience and your crimes
                     Fm7
Every minute of your time
                       D#maj7
Get the fuck out of my mind
G#maj7                          Gm7
Take back your weapons and your words
                   Fm7
Put the seconds on reverse
                    D#maj7
All this hatred you deserve
G#                 G7
You deserve, you deserve
 
 
 
[Chorus]
C             Fmaj7   C         G
Wish that the weather wasn't so grey
C          F          C            G
Wish I was better and knew what to say
   C              F         E7        Am7
It feels like I'm playing a dangerous game
D7                             G7       G#7
Faking 'til I make it 'til I'm finally okay ('til I'm finally)
 
 
 
[Verse 5]
C#maj7
Now I hardly ever feel depleted
Bbm7                            Fm7
'Cause when I smile I genuinely mean it
F#maj7    G#7     F7         Bbm7
Knowing myself, I don't need help
D#m7           G#7
From you or anyone else
 
 
 
[Verse 6]
C#maj7                 G#
Jealousy corrupts your standards
     Bbm7                Fm7
Like melodies with empty lanterns
F#maj7  G#maj7     F7       Bbm7
When he laughs, it heals my heart
   D#m7          G#maj7   C#maj7
It makes me feel enough