Family

[Intro]
D#m D#m G#m D#m
 
 
[Verse 1]
D#m
Taste bitter on the guilty tongue
A#m                      D#m
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
D#m
Fake friends with a camera phone
A#m                    D#m
Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home
 
 
[Chorus]
B
This home of mine
               D#m
I see it in my dreams
                   C#
Where everyone looks happy
                   D#m
And everyone still likes me
             B
This home of mine
                  D#m
I miss it all the time
                      C#
What happened to this family?
                      D#m
What happened to this family?
 
(Have I let you down?)
 
 
[Verse 2]
D#m
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
G#m                     D#m
Being thoughtful can be so hard
D#m
First fifteen years, I'm the favorite son
G#m                         D#m
Last fifteen years, I'm thе hated one
 
 
[Chorus]
D#m           B
This heart of minе
                     D#m
Gets blacker all the time
                   C#
Affection makes me nauseous
                    D#m
Believe me, I don't want this
                B
I hurt my blood tonight
                  D#m
I made my sisters cry
                C#
I never say, "I love you"
              D#m
Even though I want to
                     B
I'm just my father's son
            D#m
My mother's kid
         C#
A shitty brother
             D#m
I'm nobody's friend
               B
This is all my fault
                D#m
I only make you cry
                     C#
I don't deserve this family
                   D#m
(You're better off without me)
 
 
[Bridge]
                 B
'Cause I let you down
                      D#m
And I lost my fucking mind
                    C#
Then everything got messy
                 G#m
And everyone got angry
                  B
I cursed my blood tonight
                   D#m
It happens all the time
               A#m
Is everyone against me?
                D#m
Has everyone goddamned me?
                      G#m      D#m
What happened to this family?
                      C#       D#m
What happened to this family?
                      B        D#m
What happened to this family?
                      C#       D#m
What happened to this family?
 
G#m D#m C# D#m
 
 
[Breakdown]
D#m
Don't hate me
D#m
Don't hate me
A#m          D#m
Don't let me drown
 
 
[Outro]
       B
I hate goodbyes
                    D#m
So cringey, I could die
                C#
We only say, "I love you"
                            D#m
'Cause that's what we're supposed to
                  B
And most families lie
                     D#m
But I meant it every time
                           C#
Then treat you like you're worthless
N.C.
I never said I'm perfect