Tideblade

[Intro]
E    G#m G#    C#m    Amaj7
 
[Verse 1]
E                                G#m
My mind is haunting but I got no fear
          Emaj7                     C#m
I grit my teeth I don't want you to know
                               Amaj7
February 12th when you left me alone
                                       E
But you were so thankful just 1 week ago
                                G#m
Life is exhausting and nobody's here
                                       C#m
My mind keeps on wondering where I can go
                                          Amaj7
The weight on my shoulder, the pain in my chest
                                      E
We keep getting older, lay me down to rest
 
[Pre-Chorus]
                 G#m            C#m
I'm so tired, of waiting for me
                              Amaj7                 E
I can't get out of bed, and I never even entered at peace
                                  G#m
Passed out on my kitchen floor, unwillingly
      C#m                     Amaj7
Could this be end of us, it's killing me
 
[Chorus]
E
Yeah this is my tide blade
G#m                                    C#m
Dug into my wrist now we're one in the same
                          Amaj7
Yeah this is my tide blade
 
Now everything I once loved is gone
E
This is my tideblade
G#m                                     C#m
You don't wanna hurt me I can't say the same
                         Amaj7
Cause I just need my pain
                                E
To make sure I know that I exist
 
[Post-Chorus]
                G#m
I don't wanna hear
 
(I don't wanna, I don't wanna)
               C#m                     Amaj7
The voice that hides what I did last year
 
(I can't hide from that)
    E                          G#m
And I'm just trying to make it clear
 
(Can't you see that it's so clear)
     C#m                             Amaj7
That nothing is over, I just hide my tears
 
[Verse 2]
E                G#m
Burning bridges, get me home
C#m          Amaj7
Unforgiving, nights alone
E                 G#m
Break me down I'm dying to live
C#m                        Amaj7
Fuck this town, don't know where I fit in
E
I'm sick of crying
G#m                            C#m
I'm sick of everyone trying to change
                    Amaj7
Feels like I'm dying
                                  E
I popped a pill and forgot my own name
                  G#m
Promise to love me
                                            C#m
Through heaven and hell would you follow me in
                     A
You're looking lovely
                                 B
But I feel so tired where do I begin
 
[Pre-Chorus]
                 A             B
I'm so tired, of waiting for me
                              Amaj7                 E
I can't get out of bed, and I never even entered at peace
                                  G#m                   C#m
Passed out on my kitchen floor, unwillingly, unwillingly
                              A
Could this be end of us, it's killing me, it's killing me
 
[Chorus]
E
Yeah this is my tide blade
G#m                                    C#m
Dug into my wrist now we're one in the same
                          Amaj7
Yeah this is my tide blade
 
Now everything I once loved is gone
E
This is my tideblade
G#m                                     C#m
You don't wanna hurt me I can't say the same
                         Amaj7
Cause I just need my pain
                              N.C.
To make sure I know that I exist