That’s On Me

[Verse 1]
                     Em
Is this just gettin' older?
             D             G
I can't get away from this rain
               C
I'm statin' to think that it's me
    Em                  D
And I wanna just create things
                  Bm                  C
But the longer it takes, I feel drink up
                         Em
Remember a day I've been sober
D                      G
Not in a place to take blame
         C
Any more way I might break
Em                       D
Tell me, do you feel the same?
             Bm              C
Guess we all go the same way
         D
I'm in a bit of a mess here
         D
Count to ten and hope to disappear
               Em
I never did my homework
D
Could I have been more than this?
          C            Em                     D
Findin' a way to exist within a world with no risk
          Bm                  C
Forcin' a shoe that won't fit
                      Em
I spend most the days stoned
    D              G
And makin' excuses for it
               C
Sayin', "It'll help to write this"
Em                         D
But on the real, I'm tight-lipped
             Bm                  C
Shootin' the shot that I'll miss
 
 
[Pre-Chorus]
            D
And it's so far from it
                  D
Why the hell am I still here?
 
 
[Chorus]
                       G
This is not the end of our lives
               D                 C
This is just a bump in the ride
                        G
And I know that it will be alright
                           D              C
And if it's nothin', we're fucked, aren't we?
               G                              D       C
I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise
                 G
Maybe I'll never find my smile
                          D         C
But who's to blame? Well, that's on me
                D
Well, that's on me, well, that's on me
 
 
[Verse 2]
                        Em
Now that the weather is colder
D                       G
Nothin' is maskin' this pain
               C
The summer was here, but won't stay
    Em                       D
And we are inside, like, all day
               Bm                 C
Regrettin' the things that we say
               Em
And it takes a toll, yeah
    D                  G
The conversation won't end
        C
Bein' a rock for your friends
Em                          D
Cracks in the surface don't mend
        Bm                   C
We only break, we don't bend
                     D
And you think it was so clear
                D
But I can't see nothin' but the fear
               Em
I'm feelin' so bloated
D                         G
Thinkin' the silent won't do
            C
My ass will open up too
Em                   D
Lockin' myself in my room
            Bm            C
Hopin' that this will end soon
                Em
And no one will notice
D                      G
What I will put myself through
                 C
'Cause they will hate themselves too
Em                   D
Isn't it mad what we do?
              Bm                 C
Pretendin' to win, but just lose
 
 
[Pre-Chorus]
            D
And it's so far from here
                  D
Why the hell am I still here?
 
 
[Chorus]
                       G
This is not the end of our lives
               D                 C
This is just a bump in the ride
                        G
And I know that it will be alright
                           D              C
And if it's nothin', we're fucked, aren't we?
               G                              D       C
I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise
                 G
Maybe I'll never find my smile
                          D         C
But who's to blame? Well, that's on me
                D
Well, that's on me, well, that's on me
 
 
[Bridge]
                Am
Too many things on my mind
             G             D
To process moments of life
                  Am
That, somedays, I lose my drive
                   G        D
And some, can't control the fire
                 Am
I move where the things take time
              G            D
But I'm not a patient guy
           Am
Maybe if I wait, I'll find
                G             D
Resemblance and peace of mind
 
 
[Verse 3]
                     Em
This is just gettin' older
D                    G
Runnin' away from my past
            C
Knowin' the comet won't last
Em                    D
Bein' a mouse in this grass
            Bm               C
Feedin' the snakes behind us
                      Em
And I'm searchin' for closure
    D                        G
But nothin' is healin' these scars
       C
When I open up, they just laugh
Em                        D
Sayin' that they had just half
                  Bm
That nothin' will ever be dark
 
 
[Pre-Chorus]
              D
Is it new me, new year
                     D
Or just the same old blues fear?
 
 
[Chorus]
                       G
This is not the end of our lives
               D                 C
This is just a bump in the ride
                        G
And I know that it will be alright
                           D              C
And if it's nothin', we're fucked, aren't we?
               G                              D       C
I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise
                 G
Maybe I'll never find my smile
                          D         C
But who's to blame? Well, that's on me
                D
Well, that's on me, well, that's on me
 
Well, that's on me
 
 
[Outro]
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