Privately Owned Spiral Galaxy

[Intro]
 
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[Verse]
 
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Thought cycle gusty a mind filled with hot air
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Must I care for nothing more than myself?
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Do I dare admit the fraught thoughts cavorting, resorting in inner-directed mourning,
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for the part of me that was selfless but left without a warning
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Well that’s what I said, but maybe it’s the fact that I detest,
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This obsession with myself that leaves a mess inside my head
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Oh shit, I’m doing it again, repelling any potential friend,
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revealing my innate ability to never fully comprehend, anything bigger
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than myself, but in the end I still pretend
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Condescend anyone polite enough to choose to misspend their time
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watching me achieve, my secret social mission;
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To drain people with my boring stories and opinions
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To see the bigger picture; takes intelligence and wisdom
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But I won’t see nothing with just myself in my vision
 
 
[Interlude]
 
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[Verse 2]
 
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I go outside, a blitz of faces unwilling to confess to any empathy,
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endlessly, incessantly declining any pleasantries
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Heavily breathing, I'm socially teething, I’m open like a vivisection
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Intense tendency to dwell, seething over missed connections.
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Infected by my perception that I’m a non-entity
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Project my insecurity until intensity is weaponry
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Grieving a heavenly fiction I perceived while I was dreaming. Awake
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Freezing, wheezing, fundamentally I’m still believing that
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This is an elegy for concepts I conceived in deep sleep
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And I helplessly watch them fade as I awake I try and keep them alive
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Incomparable with life but eventually they die
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And the brain I used to cultivate reveals my lovers were a lie
 
 
[Verse 3]
 
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But when inside my mind I find a way to replicate reality
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Through lucid dreaming I decimate limitations of actuality.
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Capacity's practically eternal, mortality's external
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No God, but I investigate the blasphemous worship of the nocturnal
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Internally existing without morality creates profanities without the travesty,
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and compared to the apathy of realness, I reveal my own insanity
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The majesty of fantasy protects me from tragedy
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Normalities affect trajectory your agony of rationality,
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which thankfully penetrates with no avail to my unreality
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It's an elaborately designed, privately owned spiral galaxy
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Financially I’m failing, naturally I'm decaying
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Soon I’ll have no safe space to sleep if these bills still need paying
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Displaying cravings with open eyes for something mind-expanding
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For when I drift away I see the totality of understanding
 
 
[Outro]
 
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