Fighting Myself

[Intro]
C#m    A   G#m    E    F#m   G#m    
(2x)
 
 
[Verse 1]
N.C.                   C#m
Now, sometimes these thoughts in my head speak so loud
       A                    G#m              E
Every little thing that I think about just built on top of the pain and doubt
       F#m                G#m
Even though I wanna just let it out, I
C#m                                 A             G#m
 Try to act like I don't mind it, try to keep my mouth so quiet
E                                  F#m              G#m
 But sittin' there in my silence, just seems to amplify it
  C#m                               A          G#m
When I thought that keepin' this inside would make it better
E                                 F#m              G#m
 I never thought that I would end up ruining it forever
C#m                           A                      G#m
 But everytime I think, I got everything put back together
E                               F#m            G#m
 I end up making more regrets, making more regrets
 
 
[Chorus]
 C#m                        A       G#m
Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
  E                        F#m      G#m
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
C#m                    A    G#m
 Fighting myself, I always lose
E                      F#m   G#m
 Fighting myself, I always  lose
 
 
[Verse 2]
C#m                                       A
 I didn't want you to think I'm worn out so easily
G#m          E                                          A            G#m
 I wish I'd held it in, so you never knew what built up inside of me
      C#m                                     A
Now, I don't know how it overflows, spill out unwillingly
 G#m     E                                           A
But now, everything that I learned to hate came out for you to see
G#m      C#m                               A               G#m
I don't want you to promise you can change everything and make it better
E                                  F#m        G#m
 'Cause you can bet, I'm gonna end up ruining it forever
C#m                               A                      G#m
 And everytime you think, you got everything put back together
E                               F#m            G#m
 I end up making more regrets, making more regrets
 
[Chorus]
 C#m                        A       G#m
Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
  E                        F#m      G#m
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
C#m                    A    G#m
 Fighting myself, I always lose
E                      F#m   G#m
 Fighting myself, I always  lose
 C#m                        A       G#m
Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
  E                        F#m      G#m
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
C#m                    A    G#m
 Fighting myself, I always lose
E                      F#m   G#m
 Fighting myself, I always  lose
 
 
[Instrumental]
C#m    C#m    C#m    C#m   
 
 
[Bridge]
C#m
 I can't run with this weight on my back
A              E                        B/F#
 I can't see 'cause I'm focused on the past
C#m
 I can't breathe, I need to break free
         A                  E                B/F#
From the anger that is constantly inside of me
C#m
 I can't run with this weight on my back
A              E                        B/F#
 I can't see 'cause I'm focused on the past
C#m
 I can't breathe, I need to break free
         A                  E                B/F#
From the anger that is constantly inside of me
 
 
[Outro]
C#m
 Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
  A              E                  B/F#
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
C#m
 I can't breathe, I need to break free
         A                  E        B/F#
From the anger that is constantly inside of me
C#m
 Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
  A              E                  B/F#
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
C#m
 I can't breathe, I need to break free
         A                  E        B/F#     C#m
From the anger that is constantly inside of me