​oh are you bipolar one or two?

[Intro]
F Bb Dm Gm 
(x2)
 
[Verse 1]
          F        Bb
The moment I turn 23
              Dm                    Gm
I'll grab the gun my father gave to me
                F              Bb
On my birthday, when I turned 17
           Dm                 Gm
I'll lay a note right next to me that says
         F               Bb
Split the money that I have
               Dm              Gm
Evenly between my mom and my dad
              F         Bb           Dm             Gm
I'll speak so eloquently on what to do with each half
              F             Bb           Dm                   Gm
I'll tell Rebecca, “buy a home down the road from cypress grove”
            F                           Bb
And I know, mother, you don't want me to go
      Dm    Gm
But I must go
             F              Bb
And ill tell mark to buy a car
                  Dm               Gm
Please know you're always in my heart
             F                    Bb
Even when my conscious soul departs
             Dm   Gm
You did your job
          F                 Bb
And to Chris, I hope you're smiling
             Dm                 Gm
‘cause you kept the boy from dying
              F
For almost a decade
                  Bb
Man fuck what my friends say
    Dm
One twitch of the finger
                     Gm
Fuck around, and I’m dead weight
                      F
Dont believe what the press says
               Bb
I did this for me
                       Dm
And no one else in the best way
                  Gm                            F
To all of my friends, you know I wish you the best
                     Bb
And when you say my name
                        Dm
Say that shit with your chest
N.C.
And I think i should be clear
N.C.
I don't want
 
[Chorus]
F                  Bb
I don't wanna be here
               Dm                    Gm
With people that, that I didn't know last year
             F
At fucking all
                 Bb
You don’t want to be here
 
When I blow my
Dm
Top
 
Off
                                     F
Girl, I dont want to be here at all
Bb              Dm            Gm
At all, At all, At all, At all
          F
I put the metal to skin
                   Bb           Dm
And I'll go off on a whim and say
                    Gm
That I dont want to be here at fucking all.
 
[Verse 2]
               F     Bb
I wonder if tomorrow would've been better?
       Dm          Gm                    F
In all honesty, it don’t even matter at all
          Bb      Dm
‘Cause it bends, it breaks, it falls
        Gm
And I'm here right now
        F
So just hear me out
        Bb
Know I let you down
    Dm         Gm           F
But I can't, no I can't, I can't
               Bb              Dm
Change anything, this trajectory
                 Gm
It was meant for me
                F
It was meant to be
                 Bb
Don't let my mom see me
            Dm
Before they bury me
                  Gm
‘Cause the man in that coffin
                   F
Shit, he's barely me
                   Bb                      Dm
Plenty people gone say they were there for me
                       Gm                        F
They weren't there for me, they didn't care for me, so
 
[Chorus]
 
                  Bb
I don't wanna be here
               Dm                    Gm
With people that, that I didn't know last year
             F
At fucking all
                 Bb
You don’t want to be here
 
When I blow my
Dm
Top
 
Off
                                      F
Girl, I dont want to be here at all
Bb              Dm            Gm
At all, At all, At all, At all
          F
I put the metal to skin
                   Bb           Dm
And I'll go off on a whim and say
                    Gm
That I dont want to be here at fucking all.